I miss you more than I could ever explain to you my son and you my daughter. I was so broken for so long after you each passed in my arms. I had to hold you each because you deserved that. Amazingly I think about those days every day and all day.... I'm on a journey now because of that moment. When you each passed I knew I wasn't holding you any more. Your body was in my arms but I knew you had just left. If there is nothing after this life then what did I feel? I've wanted to write to you and 5o to you both. May be an odd place but I'll likely be back.

I love you both with ALL my HEART and SOUL