We were so young and in love, but there was another planning and setting the wheels in motion to win you, she did. She knew you before you and I. But I hope she remembers she was 2nd choice I couldnt raise another womans' child. You were no Tom Dick or Harry. She was a scheming woman who already had a child with someone else. We were married in the sanctity of the Catholic Church. I had to walk away with a heavy heart. Never married again or had children. You were the love of my life, I hope you rest easy. I have forgiven you along time ago. It was she I had a problem with. You were a good man, I knew and so did she, but she will never have the name Mrs Charlene McCormick, we all make mistakes I should of fought for you, but she left me no choice. Sorry Kev, rest well and maybe we will see each other in the after life. You became a man like your father taking care of other peoples' children., and loving them. God Bless you, according to Catholic Law, Your wife I say this sincerely.but now I find out Cremation, I have only memories and no place to pay my respect, I always thought we would see each other 1 more time that was not to be, I am very sorry that we didnt keep in touch. <3