Rashawna I miss you so much boo, I swear I do. I didn't want to believe that you was truly gone from me we had our ups and downs but you was my rock God this really freaking hurts...I thought you was so pissed off at me 2 years ago that you told my aunts friend to tell her to tell my behind you passed away....baby I freaking miss you I'm so freaking sorry your gone and I feel like it's my fault you asked me to hang out that week and we could go out like we used to get a drink and something to eat then go back to your new spot and chill and watch some movies but I fucking said no kuz you know what's gonna end up happening,now that I looked back at it....this is right before you passed away now I feel like a idiot I'm soo torn baby I miss you I need you Rashawna please come back to me baby please come back to me....I'm so stupid I told you I will always have you no matter what if I would have just come spend that night wit you I believe you would still be alive please God give her back to me please lord I need my woman back this whole damn time I thought she was punishing me for not being the best guy I thought she was punishing my ass cuz I was a pussy ass man and she was my angel and I've raised a hand up at her more than once but she still loved me and I was still learning how to be a real man.... God please I've changed so muxh I loved her so much and still do love her please give my woman back to me please....Rashawna baby please come bakk to me God damn it please lord give her back to me please I'm begging you God please...I hate my damn self it's all my fault man it's all my fault baby I'm sorry please lord just this once let me reverse time please at least let me hold my damn woman 1 more time baby please come back to me....I swear I thought you was punishing me by telling people you passed away I swear you was mad as hell at me kuz I told you no I wasn't coming I'm so sorry baby I swear I am please come bakk to me beautiful
