I have many regrets in my life, but none as great as losing touch with your Mom. She was the most unique and beautiful soul I have ever known, and I loved her with all my heart. She was music and she was laughter, and she embraced life with a passion I've never seen before, or since. Chelsea, Gabby....you were her world and her greatest blessing. I am so grateful she had you girls and knew that joy.

I know that your sorrow is great. I pray that your memories are greater...and that they allow you to feel her embracing you in comfort.

Much love and my deepest condolences...Diane~

Mommy,

There aren't words I could even say right now because I never expected to lose you yet. I never saw this coming,I had so much more to say to you.. it has always been me and you against the world, it was hard growing up I saw and went through things no child ever should have BUT I refused to ever leave your side because somewhere deep within my little soul I understood your pain and I grew up to forgive. Did you know I'd pick you again and again to be my mom if I could . I'm a survivor because of YOU, I have a kind soul because of YOU, I have an overwhelming abundance of empathy because of YOU, I learned at a young age to never judge another because everyone is fighting there own battle, I was able to be the real me, every color hair, piercings, tattoos and able to love who I love because of YOU, my love for all music is YOU, I'll never forget coming home every Tuesday from school to a new cd because back then albums came out on Tuesdays and it was my fav day of the week, To my first Britney spears concert (sorry for bruising your arm when she came out and I squeezed your arm so hard) to the SPICE GIRLS!!!! ALICIA KEYS TO OH LETS NOT FORGET ELTON JOHN AND BILLY JOEL!! IT was YOU who created all the good in me and I didn't realize how much of you is in me until I became an adult..I hope you knew how much I truly loved and adored you.when I think of you I'll think of you dancing every morning before we left for school,I'll think of you getting out of the car at 711 and dancing to getting jiggy with it and embarrassing me ,but most of all I'll think about how much I knew you loved me,you loved me so much I just hope you know I loved you just as much.im gonna stop now cause I'm crying but please know I will be ok, I know your fear was me not being ok when this day would come ,yes my world and heart are destroyed but I'll be ok eventually. I love you mommy and I hope you are finally free of all pain dancing up there. Come see me in my dreams please.ill see you again and I can't wait to feel your hugs again ❤️

"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder and if you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance"

Cindy Carlino (Guastavino) was a life long native of Staten Island, New York. She spent the last decade of her life in Freehold New Jersey where she was loved by many, Cindy was divorced at the time of her death but was married for 28 years, where she says the best two gifts that came from the marriage are her two daughters, Chelsea,34 and Gabrielle,32. They were the light of her life and she would do anything for them both. Both daughters loved their mother dearly and are heartbroken at the sudden passing of their mom. Chelsea wants her mother to be remembered for the kind and selfless human being her mother was, how she never judged a soul and is the reason Chelsea grew up to be the compassionate and kind person she is today. She wants her mother to be remembered for her Love of music, her two favorites James Taylor and the Backstreet Boys, for her Love of dancing and will remember every single concert she took her two daughters too as they grew up , Spice girls being the ultimate memory. Gabrielle spoke to her mother every day like best friends and each daughter had a unique bond with Cindy of their own. Although it has been rough with the sudden loss, both girls will live everyday for their mother, the way they know Cindy would want them too! We LOVE you Mommy more than you will ever know and we thank you for being our mom and dad. There will never be another YOU. Rest Peacefully untill we meet again mommy, we know you hear us and we feel you with us. Forever in our Hearts.